因为天使的双翼是写满梦想的羽毛，所以天使可以承载着它们自由飞翔。。。

2011-02-27T14:52:00.001+08:00

Haven't blogged in a long long long long time. think i've been too caught up with work. i go to sleep and wake up everyday thinking about the work that i have to do how sad.

out of curiosity, i went to look up my colleagues' fb. it's quite scary actually, the more you discover about certain things, what they say. though it's not that explicit and most of it is what i guess, but i think i'll just be less nosy next time and keep away from their walls.

half a table left tomorrow. sad. but at least i get to keep my drawer of stationery. :D

it'll get worse when the interns come. overcrowding! serious overcrowding.

and i want to go shopping! i'm tired of repeating what i wear, thinking that it's okay 'cause i didn't wear it last week. it's sad. D:

taking results this friday! how i wish it was not true. it's fast. it's in 5 days! every time i think about it, i get nervous. really nervous. can't bear to think about the actual day. i think i'll just hyperventilate and faint. scary! thought about what i want these few days. fantasized about good results and achieving my aim. but i'm still a bit reserved when people ask me what i want to be, especially parents. think i'll tell them when i'm confident that my results will get me somewhere or just not tell them at all. *prays hard*

worse still, when the office is noticeably short of a few people on friday, everyone will ask on monday. that's real monday blues. especially when you have a table mate from raffles. great. and when your boss goes around telling everybody what you want to be. great.

i can't think of getting a B for math. it's really scary.

i'll pray really hard. really really hard.

p.s. according to brightsparks magazine, majority of the students (30+%) gets 4As for H2. tell me how's that possible. it's impossible! but it makes me want to be in that majority. how great. more disappointments.

2011-01-30T12:43:00.002+08:00

...of all times to get sick. D:

WORK!

2011-01-23T15:07:00.000+08:00

Has been a long while since i blogged :/

Well, mostly because my com at work can't connect to fb or blogger ><

but oh wells.
work's okay i guess, it's more than i expected anyway.
think it's because i had a new lunch buddy that came on wed :D
same age as me! :D and both from recruit express so we had loads to talk about. YAYS!
the job is also more enjoyable thanks to joyce, tiff and su too, though tiff and su's leaving real soon T.T
i'll really miss them. D:

this week has been fun!
i didn't spend a single cent on lunch :D thanks to the treats i got! haha! 2 from joyce and 1 from joshua and also there's free lunch on the deck! :D
think i'll stay and work till july if they want to employ me till then! :D
hmm. shall talk to joyce about that soon with lunch buddy joan. :D
it's a good first job! :DD

2011-01-05T11:23:00.000+08:00

Although its shocking and its credibility is uncertain, its surprisingly reassuring.
I'm glad.

2011-01-04T14:40:00.000+08:00

人生就像是一条很长，很长的路。
在每个分岔口，我们都得在不知道每条路会通往哪里的情况下，做选择。
每个人的路，一定会有不同的风景。
对于那些风景，也会有不一样的感想。
有的人的路，很平坦，风景也迷人。
但也有的人得必须走过凹凸不平的路，才能够看见漂亮的风景。
甚至有些人一辈子都步行于不平坦的路，也没能欣赏到宜人的风景。

每条路上，会有让人歇脚的亭子。
有的人会选择永远停在那，满足于那里的风景。
有的人会直接路过亭子。
有的则会在那些一会儿，然后又迈向自认的终点。
在这条人生的道路上，每一步都是自己做的选择。
要继续还是停留？
要放弃现有的风景去探索后面的路吗？
这个亭子能够挡住风雨吗？
自己的终点又在哪里？

对于这样的路，希望自己能够勇敢的往前走。
在前方会有很漂亮的风景，会有我向往的温暖的小木屋。
那就是我的终点吧。

new year resolutions~

2010-12-31T23:40:00.000+08:00

i don't really trust in new year resolutions but oh well~

hopes for 2011:

Find a well paying job without me having to do much.

Not be so obssessed with the fact that i am getting old and no longer going to a school having to wear uniforms. To think that i will miss uniforms. -.-

Get into a course of my choice, once i've figured what it is that i truly want.

Meet a lot of people that i have never met before, some new faces after 6 years.

Still able to meet up with good friends to go looney together. :D i demand HTHTs!~ yes, i mind it a lot!(sorry, i'm answering jiayi's question who's next to me now :/ )

Good health to everyone (and not just be hit by a tumour like Ren Guangxi -.- )

The End.

happy new year everyone! :D

BIG BIG BIG discovery!!

2010-12-25T16:51:00.000+08:00

BIG discovery on fb! OMG.
I have the urge to grab you and start talking about it, but you are so far away! ><
remind me about it when I see you okay!
Or if you know what I'm talking about then talk to me soon on fb, if I happen to be online!
Oh, there are 2 things btw..
Hmm, I think you'll know what I'm referring to.
*telepathy*

Ahh!
can't wait for our sleepover! It'll be fabbb!~
hope loads of people turn up! :D

I want HTHT too! Don't leave me out! T.T
I'll try not to sleep..

I feel detached too.

2010-12-20T21:47:00.002+08:00

I feel detached, geographically. But it feels quite good and i'm starting to dread the day when I have to return. Problems, changes. I realised that i'm beginning to suspect and hesitate, however I try to convince myself otherwise. I guess we are the same. There is no space for two. But for now, I think i'll just enjoy the remaining. After that, i'll be more independent than i've ever been before.

蘑菇-

2010-11-26T14:47:00.000+08:00

暂时休息一下。

但在家里闷得发慌，头上长蘑菇了。

我想某人诉苦，某人却说要来采菇。

心寒~

好想出去哦，但某人又没空，只好继续长蘑菇了。

天哪。才两天我就受不了了，那接下来的几个月怎么办？要开蘑菇种植场吗？OMG。

---
要考完试了，莫名的有些空虚。

在受保护的环境里呆了十二年，我承受得了外面的世界吗？

就快和朋友们分开了，各奔东西，真的有很多的不舍。

还没发芽的，更是不甘心。我是笨蛋。

唉。

要上大学了耶。所有的事物和人都好陌生。

好想继续做温室里的花朵，被宠。

好想回到中一的时候。

唉。我老了，但仍对未来抱着很多的期盼，想做很多的事。

好矛盾。

但，蝴蝶总要破茧而出，才能够拍动漂亮的翅膀，往更高处飞翔。

人也一样吧。

别扭

2010-10-29T21:34:00.002+08:00

如果我对你的态度不一样，那表示你是特别的。

对你就像对恋人一样，会害羞，会不善于表达，会别扭，更会很幼稚的赌气。

不要问我为什么，因为我也不知道。

所以，如果你明白我在说什么，那就不要再质疑。

什么都不要问，什么都不要说。

你知我知，就够了。

除非，你想和别人都一样。

而且，不只你，我心中也有一根刺。
如果你不明白我在说什么就算了。

平常心。

2010-10-22T21:34:00.000+08:00

一切以平常心对待，才不会因为所谓的期待而受到伤害。

这也是一种自我保护吧。

但是，这样的处事方式却带来了距离。

2010-10-15T21:15:00.000+08:00

我们都长大了。

对吗？

今天毕业了，但不想说什么感伤或催泪的话。

因为，我们还要一起走下去。

2010-09-28T15:44:00.001+08:00

ahh~ couldn't resist! D:

OMG! they finally confessed!
it's so cute and sweet!~
*melts*

'it feels like a dream, i've finally reached you.'
is what kazehaya said.

finally! after all that wait and heartache and nervousness!

lalala~

<3 kimi ni todoke! ttm~ (reaching you)

alright! that's all for today! D:
*goes off to read econs*

*self restraint* ahh!~ D:

2010-09-27T13:48:00.000+08:00

oh no oh no!~

i feel slack. :/

haven't been doing anything for the past few days since the end of prelims.

hmm, actually i did!

i read manga everyday~

crap.

rah! at least i'm happy~

alright! i shall declare today as the last holiday till the end of a's!

lalala~ *goes off to read manga*

kazehaya and sawako and even ryuu is cute! :D kehaha!~ yayy!~

2010-09-24T22:49:00.002+08:00

Discovered a new manga! kimi ni todoke!~

it's so cute! kya~

kekeke~

sawako and kazehaya should just get together!

OMG! can't wait! they are so cute together!!kyahaha~~ :D

2010-09-24T13:44:00.000+08:00

HAISH!~

it's complicated, annoying and stubborn.

but is it supposed to show something?

it's so foreign, so unfamiliar.

maybe i'm just xenophobic.

2010-09-23T12:06:00.000+08:00

也许。。。

也许。。。

我，不清楚了。

忽远忽近，若有似无。

好辛苦。

没头没尾的，希望没人看得懂。

2010-09-18T14:11:00.000+08:00

唉。

真的是一失足成千古恨~
失策失策！

只好再努力咯 D:

人生就是这样忙忙碌碌

2010-08-28T22:22:00.001+08:00

最近真的是忙坏了，每天反反覆覆都重复着同样的活动。
真的觉得好累。
不知道能否支撑到三个月以后。
但是，希望大家能够一起熬过去，然后在一起狂欢！
然后，明年再一起出国玩！
光用想的就蠢蠢欲动了呢！
大家一起加油吧！

今天在电视上看见一句我觉得很有意思的话：

「时间就像流水，你不会触碰到同样的水两次」

之前也在报纸里读到：

「回忆是用虚幻的过去来诠释现实的自己」

如果时间能倒流就好了。
这样，就可以取消那么多的遗憾了。

寻找开阔的天空

2010-08-13T15:29:00.003+08:00

唉。

难做人，做人难。

怎么拐了个弯，又碰到了另一面墙？

不知道是不是我想太多了。

2010-07-25T16:54:00.002+08:00

昨天在路上，看见了很多的改变。

小时候上过的幼儿园被夷为平地了。
茂盛的芒果树没了，五彩缤纷的围栏没了，路边的小红花也没了。
随着成长，小时候的那些时光逐渐变得模糊。
以后也没有那间幼儿园提醒了。
那些在脑海里残留的记忆会被保留吗？

往下走，看见以前的旧巴刹已翻新。
没有了熟悉的感觉。
我长大的地方变得好陌生。
看着看着，让我想起了已经去了天国快十二年的外公。
外公最疼我了呢。
但，在他的丧礼上，我却没好好地向他道别，还跟表姐和表哥玩得嘻嘻哈哈。
好后悔。
下次去祭拜外公的时候一定得好好的道歉。

在巴士上不禁难过得想大哭一场。
小时候那些零零碎碎的记忆又重现在眼前。
但一切却又不一样了。。。

---

昨天的烤肉派对好好玩哦！
不过又吃又荡秋千的，真的快吐了所以没吃很多。
好久没荡秋千了，还好我的工夫还不错！哈哈。
看着一群大男生荡秋千又荡不上，在那里挣扎的样子好好笑！哈哈。
可惜的是麻将只打了三圈，不够满足我的麻将瘾！
下次非打个十圈八圈不可！接招！
但是，还是很感谢沁郁！下次再去玩！:D

分岔路

2010-07-17T12:45:00.002+08:00

前方有些模糊
我看不清了
一直存在的灯塔到了哪里
没有了指引
踏出的每一步都是如此的犹豫
深怕一不小心就会跌下去
眼前那么多的分岔路
要往哪里才是出口
要往哪里才能到我的目的地？
我的目的地又在那哪里？

闭上眼睛
听心的指引
尽管选择的路有多困难
尽管在出口不是最绚丽的彩虹
我不后悔

但
希望心知道我该往哪里

2010-07-16T18:31:00.002+08:00

sighs~

chapter 96 is the best!!
ahh~
*tries to pull away from screen*

...

*continues staring*

D:

2010-07-11T17:07:00.003+08:00

"In this world..."

"I am..."

"...The last person who would be allowed to do this."

"No matter..."

"...How much I touch you."

"No matter..."

"...How much I love you."

"No matter..."

"I..."

"...Don't even have the right to touch you."

"Even though this is very clear..."

"My heart..."

"...Continues to thirst for you..."

"Until I..."

"...Can't control it."

"And I..."

"...Won't be able to stay away."

"That is why..."

"Please..."

"Leave me."

"I beg you..."

"Don't let me..."

"...Catch you..."

My heart pounded. It ached.
...and i teared.

2010-07-04T11:56:00.003+08:00

ahh!!~
the latest skip beat chapter was fabbbbbulous!!

cute ren!~

gentle ren~

image credited to http://www.onemanga.com/Skip_Beat/160/25/
http://www.onemanga.com/Skip_Beat/160/26/

can't wait for the next chap!! <3 ~

小说！！~

2010-07-03T13:04:00.002+08:00

昨天看完了《旋风少女2》！好好看哦！！
希望会有人快点连载第三部！加油啦！

好像重新找回了看小说时那种期待的感觉和快感。
好想一直读一直读哦！
但还是手上捧着书比较有感觉。
小说！快来吧！
呵呵~

it's overrrr!~

2010-07-02T15:04:00.002+08:00

yay!

yay!

yay!

*slacking*

i need to find more manga to read!

for some reason, i don't really feel relieved or anything after the exams.
just, idle. :/

still, can't wait for the outing on monday!
heels heels heels! :D
hope my toes got tougher from the last time!

wonder what's eclipse gonna be like. hope it's better than the last.
less robert pattinson. hopefully. :/

2010-06-21T08:55:00.002+08:00

mugging mugging mugging!~
i think it's making me more stressed than ever and it's lowering my memory capacity!
ahh!~

ah jiu's wedding this sat!
好像儿子终于娶媳妇的感觉！哈哈!
真期待！~

读书去咯！~

2010-06-12T13:13:00.001+08:00

shopping!~~~
hope i get the stuff that i want tmr!
hope there won't be a lot of people there too.

off to studying!~
shall meet my target for today!

2010-05-30T14:28:00.000+08:00

好想读小说哦！
借我啦！~

一直有看漫画的冲动。
惨了啦！

专心专心！

还是去看漫画好了。
明天再读吧！
嘿。

FIGHTING!~

2010-05-29T15:38:00.001+08:00

是时候努力奋斗了！
大家加油哦！

nevertheless, we should still go for badminton some day! :D

YAY!~

2010-05-23T17:42:00.000+08:00

懒散，
懒散。

唉，只想趴在地上吹风扇。

我不是故意要押韵的！
真的啦！

---

昨天看《就想赖着你》，好感动哦！
天啊！
天啊！
完美！~

呵呵~

期待！~

2010-05-21T20:59:00.002+08:00

猛然抬头，撞见一片蔚蓝。
那片很蓝的蓝，蓝得炫目的蓝，唤起了似乎已失去的。。。梦想吗？
不。。。，是想象吧。
好久没沉浸在小说的世界里了。
多久了呢？不清楚了。
但肯定的是，已久到感觉不到不真实的美妙了。
现实。
就像久久挥之不去的阴霾，笼罩，覆盖着，遮掩着。
那么多的矛盾，那么多的选择，那么多的不如意，那么多的烦恼还有琐碎的事情。
好想潇洒地抛开一切，就算一下也好，躺在一片僻静的草原上，望着那一片天。
让思绪都流走，对着那片天空发呆。
什么都不想，什么都不管，在属于自己的天地里，躲开现实的追赶。
好像有点悲观，忧伤呢。

不，不是这样的。
能够活着多好，能够透过五官触碰这世界，能够和他人联系在一起，都是幸福。
那些烦人的事情只是小小的代价。
这样想，这样感觉，心情豁然开朗，找回了当初的劲，找回了当初那轻松感觉。
天空，仍蔚蓝一片。
只要拨开乌云，就可看见。
啊！看开点吧！

---

爱自己不是自恋，是知足与感恩。
不爱自己才是罪过！

---

最近身边的朋友都波折丛丛。
相比之下，自己就像是行在不凡涟漪的湖面上的一支舟。
虽然不受大浪的威胁，却平静得让人厌倦。
但，这也是幸福。
因为我相信，总有一天，我会漂泊到一座专属我的岛屿。

---

咳。

你是。。。一个特别的人。
一个我一想起就会有想微笑的冲动的人。
一个让我想把所有的秘密都告诉你的人。
一个让我想听你诉苦的人。

虽然我不是说得很白，但，姐妹，你知道我说的是你吗？

哎呀！~ 实在不适合说这种肉麻的话！*冒冷汗*

2010-05-01T19:07:00.004+08:00

REN with puppy eyes and ears!!
omg!!~
*squeals*
yaaaa!~
he's too bright!
he's too cute! omg. i should crop it out and upload it here! > <

Ren and his murderous stares!!
omg! *jumps around and faints*
giggles~

more more! i want more skip beat!!!! > <

2010-04-26T18:01:00.002+08:00

正中红心！
最近怎么搞的？
星座的预言越来越准了，害我都没隐私了！
这世界怎么了呀？

本周幸运颜色：紫色

啊！~ 我快被搞疯了！
---
觉得自己近日来乐观了多一点点，
开心了多一点点，
看开了多一点点，
对自己坦白了多一点点，
疯狂了多一点点。
呃。。。
怎么好像多了很多呀？呵呵~
---
突然发现自己好久没读小说了呢。。。
咳！
某某应该有一点点心虚吧？
咳咳！~
向往！~~
快交出来吧！
嘿嘿嘿！

rah!

2010-04-23T17:40:00.001+08:00

好烦人啊！
到底要我删几次？！

---
think it's going to be a busy weekend. no more slacking and full-time tv.
boo~
bla.
shall move on to manga for now. :/

2010-04-18T18:18:00.003+08:00

不知道该想些什么，也不知道不该想什么。
太多的期望，是否只会带来失望？
但没有期望，又好像。。。少了点什么。
但是，希望不该来的不要来。
天啊，我都搞不清楚我在说什么了。。。

幸福其实很简单。

2010-04-17T16:01:00.002+08:00

享受独处的时候，那个只有我一个人的空间。
世界好像大了，周围变得安静了。
在那个空间里，我不需要把注意力放到他人的身上，可以在脑袋里和自己谈话。
对了，还可以发呆，可以听音乐，可以天马行空地想象。
幸福，那么简单。

2010-04-09T17:46:00.002+08:00

白云白，蓝天蓝,绿草绿；
流水流，落叶落，飞鸟飞。

有些事情这样就是这样，没有灰色地带。
我仍不晓得你的思绪。

---

美好的星期六，
完美的星期六，
我期待已久的星期六。。。

泡汤了！！！

垂心肝~

---

期待，期待，期待！~
要期待到什么时候呢？

2010-04-04T13:13:00.001+08:00

蓝天，白云，绿草坪；
秋千，深紫，咖啡香：

期待，期待，期待。

---

skip beat!

2010-03-31T15:13:00.002+08:00

i've been feeling slack lately. :/
rah! shall buck up! all the way!~

i want peaberry! :/

---

after it had bothered me for so long, i don't think i care anymore.
at least, it didn't catch me by surprise.
on the contrary, i surprised myself when i wasn't caught by surprise. :/
now, i begin to wonder why i was so bothered in the past.
i'm nuts.
i'm relieved that i don't care anymore!
lalala!~ to hell with it.
you can do what you want and i don't care.
i'm just going to roll my eyes at you whenever i feel like it.
and tell you 'see?!' when it all falls apart.
but, i still wonder which that you tell me are lies, and which of them are true.
whatever!
yay! i'm happy now~

manga manga manga!~

2010-03-27T12:46:00.002+08:00

1 week after the march hols.
*groans*

read xxxholic ytd. felt like crying.. D:
yuuko! ><
sobs.

feel like watching one piece but i'm sure that i'll get addicted. sighs~

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is it just me, or is it you?
i think it's me.

*groans again*

2010-03-22T16:09:00.001+08:00

boo. the holidays are over.

had been quite busy during the holidays.
sigh~ should have set aside a day for coffee and books only.
bla~ shall do that some of these days.
i want peaberry!

2010-03-12T15:55:00.002+08:00

终于让我等到假期了！
这个礼拜过得有点辛苦，总算熬过来了！~

看完了《妻子的诱惑》！哈哈！
妈咪跟我说最后一集很感伤，害她用了七八张纸巾，还说这部戏骗了她的泪水。她这么一说让我有点不敢看下去，怕哭得不成人形。不过，到了让人心酸的部分那背景音乐怪怪的，让我有点哭笑不得。还好，最后收起了快流出来的泪水。真是佩服自己的自制能力啊！呵呵~

这星期里拿回了大部分的试卷。
成绩还算可以吧，不过离我的期望还差一点点。唉。
只好下一次再努力了。。。

这一星期的假期应该也会过得很忙碌吧！
不过当然也少不了玩乐！真期待呢！

希望能再找回看小说的乐趣。
最近因为忙着赶作业和看漫画而忽略了小说了。
我得记得去找找更多好看的小说！呀呼！

啦啦啦！看漫画去咯！

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这些日子我真的是有些累了。
为什么你会改变得这么多呢？我不明白。
为什么你继续变得更陌生了呢？我也不明白。
或许是因为。。。

我。。。
我不知道为什么了。。。

2010-03-09T20:39:00.001+08:00

today is slack day!! YIPPEE!~

entertained myself with the 'hey apple!' video! hyahaha!~

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got back gp essay today! well, it wasn't good but it's good enough. sobs.

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shall go read manga now..
skip beat is out!!
couldn't quite follow when i was reading it on the iphone just now. :/

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kya!!~ ><
REN!! <3

haha!
he looks cute when he is stunned! XD

lalala~

2010-03-05T15:49:00.001+08:00

YAY!
the tests are finally over!!! :D
had been resisting the urge to turn on the com to download sebastian's pictures. D:

going see see look look tmr then going to 秘密基地！
had been a long time since we last went there.. :/
i want mocha and mango cheesecake tmr! :D

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i hope i'm wrong about this.

2010-02-27T17:39:00.001+08:00

hope i survive the test week.. especially with econs..
*prays*

OMG. kuroshitsuji is unexpectedly addictive and sebastian is shuai ttm!!~
lalalalalalalalala~
chionged 20 chaos ytd and even gave up perfect girl evolution for it.. *guilty*
bla.
sebastian!!~ *runs off to onemanga again*

2010-02-26T15:09:00.002+08:00

maths test, gp test.. blah!

found a new manga to read!! :D
Kuroshitsuji i think. the guy seriously look like mukuro.
but he is more charming! HAHA!
lalala~

*bounces off to onemanga*

2010-02-19T20:44:00.001+08:00

HOLY MOLY!

katekyo is uber cool!
vongola primo is shuai! wahahaha~
and skip beat is out! LALALA~

RENNNNNN!!~ <3

omg! dark ren is cool to the max!
ahh!!~
*squeals and jumps around*
LALALA~
i feel happy now!
Ren is my 精神良药！<333

BLA BLA

2010-02-16T14:46:00.003+08:00

lalala~

had a uber crazytime last night till 2 am. LOL.
after all my cousins and aunts and unclesleft, me, ah ball, ah jiu, mummy and 三舅爸爸 sat around and played dai di and later blackjack.
it was later during the games when the fun started. after mummy high-ed.

ROUND 1 :

mummy: *stares at the huge pile of coins that she has won*, tells 三舅爸爸 to play for her while she does the laundry.

三舅爸爸: 你mummy不在，要多少全部拿去。*laughs hysterically*

mummy: ge ge! 我听到咯！ nonononono~ *walks out of the kitchen and stares at the remaining that is not lost*

ROUND 2:

三舅爸爸: 我好累，不行了，我要睡了。。。 *lies on floor looking dead*

mummy: ge ge! 不行哦！等一下我们还要聊天到三点！来！doctor choo is here!~ *slides over to 三舅爸爸 and starts patting on his stomach* 嗯，先来看看肚子有没有胀风。 *proceeds on to massage his shouder, pounding really hard*

三舅爸爸: 哎哟，很痛！我要挂了！~

mummy: 还没有！等等哦！doctor choo 再看看！

三舅爸爸：不要了啦！救命啊！~ *tries to escape*

mummy: *pulls at his pants and laughs hysterically*

三舅爸爸: *turns around to look at us pleadingly* T-T

rest of us: *laughs and rolls on the floor*

ROUND 3:

when we were all preparing to sleep..

三舅爸爸: *lies on bed and probably falling asleep*

mummy: *barges into room and sat beside his bed* ge ge! doctor choo is here~ *starts poking 三舅爸爸 and pounding him.

三舅爸爸: 不要啊！你饶了我吧！我要被你搞死了！我要挂了！~救我！

mummy: *laughs* 小时候我就想我是一个nurse!i want to give you injections! :D *sticks out a finger and starts poking 三舅爸爸* *laughs even more*

三舅爸爸: T-T anna!edmond!救我!!~ T-T

us: *laughs and drops to the floor* *leads mummy out of the room*

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OMG. it was madness.but i kinda miss it, now that 三舅爸爸 is already on his way home to taiwan.

think i'm gonna go taiwan again this june! :D
三舅爸爸is probably moving and i'll get my own room! lalala~ hope i'll get to see it on my next visit!~

BLA

2010-02-15T17:25:00.003+08:00

woohoo~ had been a uber long time since i blogged~ LOL.

sigh.
been feeling a bit bored and emo.
i lack some cny feel.. except for the red packets! haha~
i miss all the xiao shuo characters and the wonderful fantasies.
JIAYI! hurry lend me the books~~
finished all the homework on the eve! cheers!~

bored.. :/
ahh, shall drop in on sunako and kyohei!~ <3

oh oh!
happy new yr everyone & valentines!...
and happy birthday to pok pok haiwee!~ <3333

2010-02-02T18:12:00.000+08:00

After dunno how long, i finally got my new phone!
Whee~ jumps around~
ahh! can't wait to download the mvs and watch them!! :DD

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ugh, i think i caught a bit of flu.
*sniffs*
hope that i will recover soon.. :/

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yay! going to mr teo and mrs tan's house for cny!
can't wait! LALALA~
aww, when will next week come? :3

2010-01-29T18:15:00.002+08:00

又过了一个星期了。
不久，又要开始另一个星期了。
这样下去，真的要变老了。

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这一个星期下来，除了忙碌，还是忙碌。
真是有点喘不过气来了。
不过，我想自己应该快习惯了吧。
希望如此咯。

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很久没看小说了。
也许是怕自己会沉迷而忽略学业吧。
唉。
真的好想看哦。

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明天又要去逛街咯！
啦啦啦~
希望可以买到超值的东西！
希望自己不要花太多钱才好。
呵呵~

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好像没时间完成快到期的事情。
怎么办！
一定得赶出来才行！
加油啦！

2010-01-26T19:37:00.002+08:00

homework. school. PE.
though it's irritating, i shall do my best, since it is the last year with everyone already.
when i think that way, i find that doing homework or waking up for school ain't that hard.
i shall treasure the remaining time i have left with everyone and cry during graduation.
sobs.

唠叨-ing

2010-01-22T16:22:00.006+08:00

ahh, have been so busy lately tt i have no time to blog.. okay, in chi! :D

恭喜小舅求婚成功！
虽然为了帮你想求婚的点子害我死了不少脑细胞，而你最后还是用了我那个很cliche的点子，不过至少成功了！
啊，明年终于可以拿到我盼望已久的红包了！哇哈哈！
真是的，拖了那么久，等到我花儿也谢了。不过至少要结婚啦！快点生一个cousin出来哦！哈哈！

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人生真是复杂。
有时候，缘分更可怕。

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很久没到到我的幻想天地写小说了，因为实在太忙了。更何况，我现在要集中精神，应付课业。所以，只好等考完试才能继续写作。
呃。。。照我的速度来看，因该明年也写不完吧。唉。

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昨天出skipbeat了！
不过，没有莲！
啊！！！！为什么？！
郁闷~

2010-01-15T15:53:00.001+08:00

schooling is tiring, even though there are only 3 days proper lessons.
hope this year will end soon. though i dont want to be 18! ><

SHOPPING!~

2010-01-10T11:24:00.002+08:00

went shopping with jiayi yesterday!
i'm proud of myself for not spending a lot of money! ahahaha~
i bought: a wallet, a hairband, white shorts and white top with puffy sleeves! YAYS~
was looking for a pair of white pants among a pile of other pants 'cause some people apparently wasn't considerate enough to stack them properly. :/
we were digging through the pile and pulling out any white shorts we saw. Haha!
gave up after a while and decided to move on to other stores. LOL.
oh, on the way to JE, we did some tests on luck and bla on the train. LOL.
it's quite accurate. Haha! ehem, i shan't reveal the test results here. haha!

alrights! on to reading perfect girl revolution!

though the drawings are not very nice and the story is progressing real slowly, i shall read on since i have started. :/

2010-01-08T10:49:00.003+08:00

uhh. i shall upload the other pictures soon. soon. i hope. :/

anyways, met up with the fac people for lunch yesterday!
long time never see them le! haha.
waited for 20 plus minutes with hui en, then saw wan ting.
waited for a while more, then lynette came walking briskly towards us. she's wearing braces now! no wonder i felt that she looked different. LOL.
later, lilin arrived.
we went to the mall first.
some people talked about the ydc camp that they went while queueing for swensen's!
were waiting for the food, then ningyi came.
later, suyu appeared with make up. LOL.
she looked pretty! and lilin and some people into k-pop were talking about how she looks like the leader of some korean girl band. lol.
i dont know who though.
suyu and ningyi were eating ice cream when suyu's ice cream flavour was wrong. then, a waitress from china i guess, came to change the ice cream flavour for them.
the toppings were still wrong though and i guess that suyu was kinda fed up. :/
err. after a while of peace, suyu found ceramic in her ice cream and was scolding vulgarities at quite a loud volume. .............
me and ningyi were looking at each other and giving hte 'errrrr....' look. LOL.
and then, some people started debating about whether they should complain to get free ice cream. ..............
i felt quite bad for the waitress, though we didn't in the end.
left for photo taking outside the restaurant! OMG.
i hate taking pictures in malls. seriously.

after taking the picture, i went off to the library to look for the 4i peeps. only 5, including me actually. LOL.
talked about tsuruga ren with haiwei!!! HAHA!
OMG! RENNNNNNNNN~~~ he's the best! haha!!
can't help but smile whenever i think of the manga, ren especially. HAHA!
yashiro-san is funny too! :D especially when he's guessing about what happen between ren and kyoko! HAHA!!
err. anyways, went to the cinema later on. sat at the last row!
there are very little people watching the movie. LOL. very little.only a few rows were occupied i think..
well, the starting of the movie was like ........ 'cause only the actors' name and bla bla bla were shown.
i was quite disppointed with the movie. they cut out too much details! zzzzzz.
just like twilight and new moon! :/
the directors of the twilight and darren shan movie are brothers.. no wonder. lol.
sigh.
if only i can look at ren on the big big screen! haha~
oh, haiwei was laughing during the fighting scenes.. -.-
anyways, we went to the comics connection after the movie.
i took quite long before i found the skip beat manga, in chinese.
....... i shall buy the english version. HAHA!
and i can't find any skip beat merchandise.. sobs. :(

REEENNNNNNN!!~ <3

i was telling haiwei that i will upload loads of pictures of ren into my phone. LOL. i shall do it! whoooppee!~

sighs. happily.

2010-01-07T10:09:00.002+08:00

ZZZZZZZ.

i'm going to finish reading skip beat's latest chapter already!!
ahhhh!!
what am i going to survive on for the next few days?!
REN!! sobs.
and the story line now is the type i like! hee.
anyways, NOO! i want infinity chapters for skip beat! LOL.

i shall invest in skip beat manga! :D
yay! then i can keep ren! <3

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OMGGGGG!!!!

Ren: I just wanted to leave a little of me in your heart.

OMGG!
*running around in circles squealing*
OMG OMG OMG
i can't stand it anymore! i'm getting excited over the manga! HAHA.

GO FOR IT, REN! <333333333 ^infinity

2010-01-06T10:05:00.002+08:00

I don't like the feeling of not knowing what's happening.
I don't like the feeling of being discriminated as 'us' and 'you' either.
But, that's how the way things are and works.
So, i just have to learn to cope with them.
Even if I don't like the feeling of doing so.

Whatever.

I shall find consolation by looking at ren.

2010-01-05T16:34:00.000+08:00

Finally finished all my hw! YAYS~
finished organizing my wardrobe too! yippee!~
i shall spend the rest of the week playing, going out and reading skip beat!!
OMG. skipbeat rocks. i think i'm addicted!
because of TSURUGA REN! *squeals!*
is there a REN fan club? LOL.
his character is so cute in the manga!! AHHHH!~
yay! REN REN REN!! ~ 万岁！万岁！

i think i'm mad..

REN! <3

PICTURES!~

2010-01-04T14:34:00.006+08:00

the room i'm staying in! :D

view from the backyard
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POCHI:

pochi on duty :D

pochi has a nice figure! LOL.

flexible pochi

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Christmas tree!

Decorations along the road
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Christmas dinner:

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WULAI:

shall upload more pics next time! :D

2010-01-01T12:58:00.002+08:00

tada ima.

sigh.
i think i'm still suffering from jet lag. i feel blur and warm. as in, warm, literally.

回来后都有些恍恍惚惚的，有些回不过神来，仍处在于那梦之中。美梦的泡泡破了后，就得面对事实，残酷又烦人的事实。唉。

今天懒得上载照片，明天吧，嘿。

去看skip beat! 咯！

2009-12-30T11:59:00.001+08:00

29 DEC

went to wu lai and ate boar meat sausage! superb! :D

walked around and looked at stuff at the old street there. there are a lot of hot springs there! it's a pity we don't have much time for that..

we went to some places to eat roasted chicken but quite a lot of restaurants were not open. found another one later on and ate roasted chicken there! :D

went to wanli seaside after that. the view is really great! took a lot of pictures~

stopped by a cafe along the seaside. the cafe is really nice! it has white walls and nice ambiance!

i drank a cup of mochacino and ate a piece of bi li shi chocolate cake, accompanied with the sea breeze and wonderful sea view! u la la~

love the cafe~ i must visit this cafe every time i come to taiwan! yays!~

drove along yang ming shan after that to look at scenery. 'cause of the bad weather, we couldn't get down the car to enjoy the beautiful view. :/

it's really foggy up in the mountain and quite dangerous. my uncle was overtaking slow cars. phew. glad i made it back. lol.

on the way back home, we saw a ferrari! newest model and bright red! so xuan! but then it's driving quite slowly and my uncle couldn't stand it. he overtook it! lol! so cool!

30 DEC

the weather is quite bad today, plus my uncle had a meeting in the morning, so we didn't go anywhere today.. ):

second last day! DD:

unknowingly, i have been here for 2 weeks already! arh!!

homework and school and the blistering heat awaiting me.. D:

my happy holiday is ending.. sobs.

2009-12-28T17:43:00.002+08:00

28 DEC

daddy went back to singapore today.

jiayi too..

i feel a bit homesick too.. my beautiful bed!! <3

i miss going out with friends too.

and i can blog in chinese when i get back! lol.

stayed at home today, 'cause it's foggy. it's cold today! D:

wondering if huili's having fun. lol.

we must come to taiwan ourselves after a levels! :D

can't wait!

school's reopening in 2 weeks. ugh.

2009-12-27T21:24:00.002+08:00

27 DEC

met up with jiayi today!
planned to eat breakfast together, but i ended up eating some toast at home 'cause i was too hungry.. :/
anyways, met up with her at xi men station. was looking out for someone wearing clothes with weird collars.. LOL.
finally saw her when i was counting down 2 minutes.
went to starbucks for breakfast. her treat! lol, 'cause she has too much coins. :3
was super full after breakfast..
'cause the shops weren't open yet, so we went back to her hotel room to look at what she bought for these few days. it's a lot. A LOT. i seriously wonder how is she going to bring back all those stuff back.. :/
later, we went out again, and back into the hotel, 'cause she wanna poop.. -.- ZZZ.
went around and bought a pencil case for erjie and me! bought a nice hp pouch too! :D
bought a jacket and earrings!
we went to the book street (LOL) later ang bought some weird stuff at a stationary shop. lol. it's not that the stuff are weird, just that it's weird to find them in a stationary shop. :/
hair pin, mirror and some thing that you are supposed to stick on your face then tear it away. LOL.
went to wu fen pu 'cause i want to buy a cheap and nice white bag! :D oh, and a backpack for sm.
uhh, went around the many many many shops and looked at clothes instead. haha!
i think we ventured into the area that sells more expensive stuff. LOL.
couldn't find the bags and the wallet that haiwei wants.. :/
saw some dresses that were quite nice, but ex. well, not exactly ex, but considering the limited amount of tai bi and i have, i didn't buy them.
had 700 plus tai bi at the end of the day, and my mum told me that i should have spent them all.. :3 she didn't tell me earlier! :3 :3
anyways, jiayi didn't come over 'cause her aunts didn't go to the southern part. oh wells, at least my arms won't have to be squashed byb her when she sees the cute pochi which she don't appreciate. :3
oh, and the pictures that we planned to take were completely forgotten so there are no pictures for this entry.. :/ sadded, not like i like to take those pictures. :/

2009-12-26T11:21:00.003+08:00

went out for the whole day ytd and was super tired, so i shall blog bout ytd now.. :/

25 DEC - CHRISTMAS!

went out for the whole day to meet up with my aunt's brother.
pochi went out with us too! it's super tiring for both him and us.
he kept stepping on me on the car! LOL.
anyways, we went over to look at his new house at yilan, then went for lunch. seafood!
had sashimi, crab, lobster, fish and other stuff. :)
went for a walk later and pochi peed on a tire of a truck! LOL. we quickly pulled him away.. haha~
the wind was super! pochi looked funny with his ears blown behind!
on the way back to the car, pochi pooped on the walkway! ZZZ.
after that, we went to the national traditional arts center. had starbucks, again!
we went around and looked at stuff and i bought come cloth postcard which can be sewn into a keychain. bought 1 for ah jiu! haha!
went to soak our feet at some place, though i didn't soak mine. LOL.
had dinner at some stall along the road, the food was quite nice.
bought a lot of local products at some shop.
went home after that.

26 DEC

the weather was gloomy today, so we didn't go out this morning.
didn't do much actually, so there's nothing much to post about. LOL.
pochi was super tired, didn't even want to go out for a walk this morning.
slept throughout the morning and didn't bother to ka jiao us during breakfast.
uh, that's all i guess.. :/

2009-12-24T22:40:00.002+08:00

24 DEC - Christmas eve!! :D

MERRY CHRISTMAS, EVERYONE!

i think i drank too much wine ytd, i slept well throughout the night.
1 and half cups of orange blended wine of 40% alcohol and 2 small cups of gao liang jiu, which is 50% alcohol. whoo~

the weather is fine today too! :D

went to sogo to shop today, it's really ex.. :/
bought quite a lot of stuff, haha! only skin care products actually, 'cause it's really dry here.
spent around 200 sing dollars on lotions and cleansers and masks! HAHA!
ate ramen and beard papa cream puff! :D
went to COSTCO after that to buy the stuff for the christmas dinner tonight.
the supermarket is practically packed with people and lots of trollies. D:
had a hard time pushing the trolley around. :3
had a big rib-eye steak as the main course, cream soup, salad and some potatoes. tiramisu cake too! :D
pochi jumped up the chair and sat behind my brother and kept looking at me! ZZZ. i couldn't really eat with a peaceful mind there.. :/
anyways, was too full after all those food, so we all went to take a walk with pochi and enjoyed the beautiful sceneries and decorations! :D
maybe i can bring jiayi to see them on sunday..

drank 1 more cup of orange blend wine which i made myself after that! i think i'm addicted! LOL.

can't really see the stars today 'cause of the clouds.. :/
hope that the sky will be clear soon!

2009-12-23T12:39:00.003+08:00

23 DEC

huili is coming to taiwan today! :D
too bad we can't up 'cause she is following a tour.. :(
jiayi is coming tmr!
LOL. seems like a lot of people are coming to taiwan this holiday! :)
ehh. mr imran too! i will be super shocked if i see him on the streets some day.. :/

the weather is super good today too! sunshine and everything.. :D
sadly, this will only last for today. it will turn cold tomorrow again.. D:
my uncle wanted to bring us out today, but was cancelled 'cause a last minute meeting cropped up. we should be going somewhere soon.
daddy went to meet his friend, so we aren't going anywhere today. ahh, the good weather is wasted! :3
anyhows, my uncle finished the cabinet that he was working on. we said that we wanted to learn how to make the cabinet, but he ended up doing all the work. Haha!
we are going to do some finishing work on the cabinet later though..
well, at least we are helping.. :/
i'm going to draw the box that i want. wanted to make it myself, but san jiu said that it' too hard. so, he is going to make it for me, and bring it to singapore once it's done. :/
and i don't think that we are going to print shirts.. D:
sorry to weilin, 'cause i said that i will print a doomsday shirt as your birthday present which is due, uh, a few months ago.. heh.

we are going back to singapore in a week or so.. awws.
i haven't even touched my econs essay yet. haha!
actually, i forgot all about it till i open my luggage this morning.. LOL.
sigh. i can guarantee that it will return empty to singapore. i guess that i will have to do it then..
hope that the physics worksheets on ivle are not meant for me to complete too.. LOL!
*prays*

anyways, after a week in taiwan, my skin is totally ruined!! ZZZ.damn it. D:
as in, really! it's super dry here. ugh.

& i recovered from my flu and sorethroat! yays!~
and now i'm coughing.. ZZZ.ZZZ.
i still can't eat the chocolates! D:
ugh, nvm. i still have a week :/

i'm starting to miss writing my blog in chinese and reading chinese xiao shuos..
i seriously cannot figure out how to type chinese using their keyboard. zzz.
i even had trouble typing the book name on the search engine in the bookshop that i went to ytd.. :3

just ate beef for lunch! :D
only a little though..
i find that i can't eating raw beef. it feels too chewy and quite disgusting.. :/
hope i don't get a tummy ache..

and my youngest brother is obsessed with wii! ZZZ.
i'm quite lazy to play it actually.
played boxing with my other brother earlier and i won every match! WAHAHA!
played with my youngest brother too, and he lost too! he's quite pissed that he lost i guess.
YAY! i'm the boxing champ! WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
buy my arms ended up aching the next day.. D: ZZZ.
i suck at tennis though, kept losing to my brothers.. humph.
so i gave up playing tennis! HAHA! V (^-^) V

and pochi is getting a bit greedy for snacks lately :/
he kept looking at me when i'm eating my lunch today! i don't even dare to look at him.. lol.
my mummy gave in and fed him some and he ended up following me when he saw me eating! zzz. i felt guilty for not giving him any. :(
but then, he will lose his good figure if he eats more! LOL.
i walked him this morning and he poo-ed on the grass patch near a school with so many cars nearby! ZZZ. i'll hve to pick up his poo poo if anyone sees him poo-ing there! D:
luckily i pulled pochi away before anyone sees the evidence.. LOL. awws. i feel bad talking about it now.. heh heh..

san jiu showed us some pictures of paris and san francisco ytd!
he went to all those places before! ahh! i want to go too! D:
he went to so many places before: korea, japan, US, UK, Germany, France! so many!! i'm jealous! humph. :/

sigh. i shall drink my cup of tea in the backyard now.. TATAS~

2009-12-22T21:48:00.003+08:00

22 DEC

happy birthday to daddy!~

the weather was super nice today! FINALLY! after a week of gloomy weather!
it was warmer today too, probably because of the sun. :)

took the bus down the mountain to go to the big big bookshop.
went to the taipei city hall outlet.
saw quite a lot of books that i'm super tempted to buy, but was reminded of the fact that they are not in simplified chinese and are ex. not that i can't read traditional chinese, just that i don't like it. there are some words that i can't read too, if i haven't seen them in the subtitles of taiwan dramas before.. LOL.
anyways, i saw a book that i read before! zou lu qu ba li/walking to paris. wanted to buy it, 'cause i can't find it in Singapore. but i gave it up when i saw the ugly cover and the vertical lines of traditional chinese characters.. :/

later, we went to starbucks, again! haha. mummy's treat! LOL.
had iced mocha and new york cheese cake! :D

took the train and went back home for shabu-shabu!! :D
the pork was nice! bouncy and everything! HAHA!

the night sky was clear today, so there are a lot of stars!!
and i mean a lot! uncountable! :DD
and i realised that they are the same as the ones i see at my house's balcony! OMG.
the ones that i wished upon!
if only there is a patch of grass where i can lie down and just spend hours gazing at the stars, then i can fulfill one of my nine wishes!

actually, there is a small patch of grass nearby and i told my uncle that i wanted to lie there but he told me that it has pochi's poo poo! -.-
ruined the nice atmosphere.. :3
anyhows, i'm sure that i can fulfill this wish! :) sooner or later.. :/

i'm meeting jiayi on sunday, to have breakfast and to shop! then, she is coming over for dinner.
hope that she is not too scared of the dog. :/
my uncle's having another guest that day and normally when that happens, the kids - us will be driven away from the dinner table.. D: so, i guess that dinner should be okay..
and, the guest is quite noisy too.. :x LOL.
so i hope that jiayi won't feel too awkward! we are all nice people! :) heh heh!

sigh. i seriously hope i will not get lost when i go meet jiayi on sunday.. and hope that we can reach home safely.. LOL.
'cause my uncle told me that xi men ding is dangerous.. D:

*prays...really really hard.*

2009-12-21T17:28:00.006+08:00

21 DEC

ate lots and lots of seafood ytd night. salmon sashimi!
ate quita a lot of crab and squid and bamboo clams ytd too! :D

went down the mountain to do some shopping today, didnt shop much actually. :/
'cause it's all winter clothing! D: see see!!
went to drink green tea frapp after that while waiting for my uncle to fetch us home.
uhh. singapore's green tea frapp is nicer, not as sweet. :) but then the one in taiwan is cheaper!
&i think i lost track of time long ago. it's already 21st dec! 10 more days till i return to singapore.. sadded.
oh, and before i forget,

jiayi:

...

uhh. i shall spam you on msn.

2009-12-20T21:03:00.003+08:00

20 DEC

it's still super cold today!~

EARTHQUAKE yesterday!
omg. did anyone read the news? there's a 6.8 magnitude earthquake in hualian ytd!
i was reading a magazaine when i felt the bed i was sitting on shaking..
i thought it was my brother shaking his leg.. LOL.
luckily, the shaking only lasted for a while.. :/

finally went some where today!
went to look at apartments! lol.
actually it's just some place near, on the same mountain. lol. it sounds funny. :D
anyway, on visiting the 3rd hse, i slipped on the algae covered stairs.. D:
scraped my forearm and bruised my back.
anyways, i'm okay now, thank god.

i think we are going out on tuesday, when the weather gets better. :/

and i have to remeber to tell jiayi my contact number soon.
i think i wasted too much of my time here, i didn't realise jiayi is coming to taiwan soon until she spammed me offline messages on msn. LOL.

anyways, to jiayi: please read this-

i asked my aunt and realised tt wu fen pu and xi men ding are at different directions!!ZZZ. and it doesn't open till 3 in the afternoon. :3
and i need 30 mins to get to xin dian station adn 30 mins to xi men dong mrt, thank you very much. so it's unlikely tt i can meet you at 9 or before. earliest 930 ba. hopefully my uncle or aunt can drive me down.
and i will give you the phone number tmr. have you figured out how to use the idd card?btw, pls pls pls dont call before the day we meet. :3 somehow, i have a feeling that you will feel super tempted to harass me. *suspicious glares*
and where are we eating breakfast? decide le then see where to meet ley. my aunt suggested going to the book shop to eat, then go to xi men ding at around 11, when the shops open. how??
we meet at xi men ding then settle breakfast at mac or some shop? my aunt says tt there is a book shop at xi men ding.
aiya, when you decide le then tell me larh..
and you really want ocme for dinner arh? veh weird ley.. heh. if you want i can pei you have early dinner?
zzz. i talk too much here. i'm lazy to open ebuddy again..

2009-12-19T16:28:00.002+08:00

19 DEC

daddy arrived today.

still stayed at home today, without going anywhere.. :(
this freaking weather is going to continue for 2 more days. so many days wasted at home! ><
lemme count, 1,2,...4 days! i wasted 4 days in taiwan!! zzz.
but on the bright side, there isn't anywhere that i want go in particular and i don't really feel like going out in this horrible weather. and, i enjoyed the food here, though i am feeling unhealthy already.. :/
ugh. hope i can recover from my cold soon and hope that my brother can get sore throat!! wahaha! then i can eat chocolates in front of him like how he does it in front of me!! :D

having seafood for dinner tonight! lots and lots of seafood! but... me butt!! NOOO!
hope that nothing will happen to it.. sobs. *prays really hard*

sigh.

COLD:

2009-12-18T14:16:00.003+08:00

18 DEC

it's uber cold!! brrr~
only 8 degrees at home.. ><
the weather is going to be this bad till next tues! oh nos.. :(
there will be a han liu tonight! zzz.
i think i caught a bit of cold. ZZZ. had trouble sleeping last night with my nose blocked and throat hurting.. D:

started on building and designing a cabinet for the guest room. went down the mountain to buy the materials.
i shall make a nice nice box to put my earrings and stuff. :D

anyways, i think i will gain a lot of weight with all the food and late night snacks DD:
had beef noodle for dinner last night. beef ribs and tendons!! superb!
after dinner we cooked tang yun on the heater. black sesame tang yuans!!! <33
had sore throat so can't eat the chocolate biscuits rolls and the chocolates.. oh man.. :(
had dumplings for lunch today! nice nice nice!!
shall walk the dog when the weather gets better. which is not very soon :/
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

2009-12-17T12:23:00.003+08:00

17 DEC

it's been raining for 2 whole days!! zzz.
so cold, and we can't go anywhere D:
all that's left to do is to snack, watch tv and pee. -.-
hope i can step out this nest soon :/
ahh... can't wait to meet up with jiayi and go shopping!!~
am bored, but don't feel like doing the econs essays that i brought :3
i think it will return to singapore empty. yays!~ lol.

2009-12-16T15:30:00.003+08:00

okays. i can't type in chinese.. D:
anyhows, i can still blog! :D

ehem..

15/16 DEC : travel day

went to the airport at around 3 and ate lunch there.
boarded the plane and watched harry potter!! but was interrupted by the countless announcements. -.-
dinner on the plane was nice! fish and potatoes and toblerone! ^ ^
alighted at hong kong for transit.
meanwhile, i ate new york cheese cake and drank mocha at some cafe.
omg. the mocha was delish! but super ex: 3 cheese cakes and 2 cups of coffee = S$38 O.O
boarded the plane again and listened to korean songs on the flight entertainment!
omg. they have quite a nice collection: 2ne1 , snsd, g-dragon, brown eye girls, BOF OSTs!!
sm, you will love it!
i shall download all the tracks in the 2ne1 1st mini album!! :D
by the time i reached taiwan, it's already 12.30 am and nearly 2 am by the time i reach my uncle's house.
pochi was super excited when he saw us! kawaii!! <3><
slept till 9 and went down for a cup of hot coffee and some cake and bread and sandwich.
waited for my uncle to come back from a meeting and set up the christmas tree!!!! yippee!
lined up the lights around the tree and put the 'presents' below the tree.
pochi kept biting the boxes and got scolded ): but then ended up with a treat.. :/
after all the hard work, we sat down to enjoy a cup of coffee and godiva biscuits!! ^^
omg. there's loads of godiva chocolates in the kitchen!! yays~

shall upload the pictures soon! :DD

-

2009-12-15T10:05:00.000+08:00

我不是一个无知的小孩了，
很多事情，我都懂。

但是有些事情，我宁愿不懂，
宁愿自己还是个无知的小孩。

现在唯一的方式，就是伪装。
---

下午4点，飞机起飞。

明天快点来临吧！~ 祈祷-ing

2009-12-14T09:01:00.005+08:00

100th post!! :D

明天就要去台湾了！
好不真实的感觉啊！
后天的早餐会在醉人的风景和浓浓的咖啡香度过。
哈哈！

嗯，我已经想好了要给朋友们什么纪念品了哦！够义气了吧？哈哈~
嗯，也想好了要给快成为寿星的朋友们什么礼物了！敬请期待！
嗯，去到那可能没机会天天写博客，但我会尽量多拍些照片，然后上载到这。呵呵。
嗯，最后就是，别太想我啦！我会不好意思的！哇哈哈~~ :D

希望这次去可以买到很多很多东西，可以去钓鱼，可以做木工，可以印自己的T-shirt，可以吃到牛肉面、阿宗面线，呃，还有很多很多啦！

哇，好多的憧憬，希望都能够实现！

然后，和嘉仪会合的时候，真希望不会迷路，因为我们都是路痴！Oh nos!
然后，呵呵，希望会XXXXXX!!
呃，很多个叉叉是不能说出来的愿望，不然就不会实现咯！哈哈！
但是，我想嘉仪应该猜得到吧！俄呵呵！

呜呼呼！
明天出发咯！~

在读《亲亲我的野猪王子》时，读到了这么一段：

你不开心的脸
仿佛将我推到悬崖边缘
距离就算在靠近眼前
我们一样没交点
没有你的世界
就像寒冬没有春天依偎
少了你不在身边
我的四季只剩下冬天
悲伤喜悦回忆不断重演
静下来的世界
有我的思念
也有你的空虚无边
你有没有听见
寂寞的声音悄悄在蔓延
他住进我们之间
消耗着我和你的永远
你有没有听见
思念的呼唤传遍每条街
就算你走的再远
累了回头我就在你的身边

觉得这段歌词写得好好哦，很悲伤，很凄美。。。

2009-12-13T16:24:00.002+08:00

finally finished the gp research project!! whee~
hmm.. i shall try to complete the econs essays tmr, then i can enjoy the rest of my holiday! :D
jiayou!~

---

当夜幕低垂时，窗外繁星点点。
我许下了一个愿望。
当云朵不遮蔽夜空时，窗外漫天星辰。
我许下了同一个愿望。

是不是每天都重复着同一个愿望，我就会快点遇见你？

值得敬佩的人

2009-12-12T18:59:00.002+08:00

今天认识，了解了一位很令我欣赏，很敬佩的男生。
天啊，他好好哦！
是濒临绝种的男生吧！哈哈。
不过，这位让我敬佩的人的经历，还蛮辛酸的。
还有，盯---
（一道寒光从我的眼角射向在一旁忙着心虚的X小姐）
你啦！害得别人没勇气！真是的！
好可惜哦！应该让他试一试才对！说不定会有结果呢？
唉。

星期二要去台湾了！！
除了期待还有慌张！
还有满多功课的咧，难道真的要带去那做吗？好讨厌！
唉。
真是无奈。。。

-

2009-12-11T20:12:00.002+08:00

今天一整天都感到很困。
打工时坐在那，真是快睡着了。
明天就可以睡迟一点了！到六点半。命苦~

因为订不到28号回返新加坡的机票，所以延迟到31号才回来。
别太想我！啊哈哈！~

---

《丑小鸭王子》好好看啊！！！
俄呵呵~
好看好看！！
极力极力极力推荐！！~

sleepy..

2009-12-10T20:53:00.001+08:00

went to work today.
brought my gp compre and essay planning and finished it!
lalala~ i'm efficient! :D
i'm gonna bring econs tmr. hope i can finish section b and 1 essay qn?

anyway, after waking up at 5.40 for 4 consecutive days, i totally feel like sleeping throughout the day.. zzz~
shall go to sleep before 9.30! yays!
sleep sleep sleep!
long day tmr!

NEW MOON-

2009-12-09T10:33:00.004+08:00

watched new moon ytd.
to be honest, i didn't really like it. :/
they cut quite a lot of details , especially the volturi (?) part and spent frame time on edward close-ups instead. -.-
and all the kiss scenes too.
anyway, i was quite shocked by all the 'oohs~' and giggles when jacob aka taylor lautner first took off his clothes. lol. O.O
i bet jiayi was the loudest. tsk tsk.
anyhow, the wolves are cute!
especially the jacob wolf, which is brown! its ears are twitching and everything. i think i'm mad over ears.. oh no.

---
work tomorrow!
i'm gonna bring my homework there if i want to finish all of it before i go to taiwan. :(
loads more to do! sighs~

《丑小鸭王子》

2009-12-07T14:22:00.002+08:00

现在正在读这本朵朵的书！
好好看哦！
哈哈~
主角青木凌是个很可爱的角色呢！呵呵！
他那别扭的幼稚和醋意真是把我逗乐了！
极力推荐这本书哟！~

嘉仪，你一定会喜欢这个男主角的！哈哈！

时光飞逝，光阴似箭，岁月不饶人，寸金难买寸光阴。。。呃。。。

2009-12-07T11:14:00.003+08:00

下星期就要去台湾了！
还有些不敢相信时间竟然过得那么快。
不过，这也意味着新的一年要来临了。
伴着这新的一年，是辛苦的复习和奋斗。当然，也少不了更多的回忆和欢乐时光。
明年，就十八岁了。
是象征成长和成熟的一年。
不能再像童年时无忧无虑，不能再像当时一样任性。
得背负多一些的责任和义务。
过了明年，就是告别我留下六年的时光的校园了。
看了六年的每张脸，就要各奔冬秋了。
说真的，有点舍不得。

唉。
好像越说越远了，越说越惆怅了呢。
现在比较棘手的事就是-功课。
唉。
好像作业做不完的感觉。
没多少时间了！
加油！
不过感到好懒呢。。。
明天再做吧!
嘻嘻。
中午就要出去逛街了！
万岁！~

走路去巴黎。

2009-12-06T11:55:00.003+08:00

昨天读完了《走路去巴黎》。
这本书的前奏很长，让我等得有些闷。
但，当故事上了轨道，就让人舍不得放下这本书。

没有夸张的表情，只有平静的文字，却挑起了澎湃的情绪。
没有滑稽的事件，只有普通的情境，却凸显了各角色的发展。

就是这样的一篇文章，让我佩服这位作者，沙罗。
就是这样的一个故事，让我喜极而泣。

这是第二本，让我开心到哭的书。
看到全部角色都得到了领悟与释怀，真的很感动。
但，真得让我流泪的不是什么华丽的落幕，而是男主角，贺轩的一句：“即使是在巴黎，我也要天天吃你做的饭，让你替我打扫房子！答应我，好不好？”
这句话虽简单，普通，却蕴含了很多的爱，很多的思念，很多的勇气。
真的，很令人感动。

读了这本书，也得到了很多的启发：

梦想，如果不努力去争取，就永远只能是一个遥不可及梦想。
在追求梦想的过程中，或许会走冤枉路，或许会再次回到原点。
但，只要抱着一份热忱与执著，最终还是会走到终点。

反省后，发现自己虽有个目标，但却没确实的努力过，
也没有勇气踏出第一步，走出自己熟悉的区域。
但，我想，我会成功的。

宣战！

2009-12-03T10:28:00.003+08:00

这星期没打工，所以满无聊的。。。
每天的日程差不多都是千篇一律，游览博客，写小说，做作业，看电视。
真的是感到有些无聊，尤其是做作业。
因为后个礼拜就要出国了，所以得赶紧把所有的作业都赶完才行。
嗯。。。数学和科学都做完了，剩下英文和经济学。
英文真是个让人头痛的科目啊。
不论如何，都加油啦！

为期六个月的计划，开始！
FIGHTING!

2009-12-02T11:12:00.002+08:00

虽然会受伤，
但我想我应该学会接受每个人都需要一个圈圈。
因为我也一样。

-----

今天早上去了诊所打了一剂H1N1的流感疫苗。
针不是很长啦，但是有点痛。
我家小弟一听到打针，马上躲进被窝，不肯出来。
结果只有我和我的母亲大人打针。
老妈竟然抢在我的前面跟医生说她要先打！欺负我！
还坐在那里偷笑！哼。
打了针后手好像有气无力的。。。

2009-12-01T11:12:00.002+08:00

有些人还是不明白。。。

不喜欢别人打圈圈，
但到头来，自己还是一样。
呵。
真是矛盾。

也许让沙子覆盖，
当那圈圈不存在，
是最好的吧。
不过，就算这样，还是被荆刺刺到了，
不是吗？
这只是一种逃避吧。

两个世界

2009-11-30T10:54:00.003+08:00

沙滩上有个圈圈。
一个由荆刺包围着的圈圈。
有些人可以进去那圈子里，
大多数的人都被拒在圈子外。
海水袭来，圈圈被沙子覆盖。
但，它还是存在，
只是以为没人看得出来。
有意或无意，
不应该踏进那圈子的人，
都会为在圈子里的人带来伤害。
因为，圈圈太满了，
里边的人都被荆刺刺到了。
但，那些想进去圈子里的人呢？
因为想靠近圈子，有哪一个没被荆刺伤到？
我，也许就是那个想进去圈子里，又担心里边的人或自己会受伤的那个人吧。。。

2009-11-29T10:56:00.001+08:00

昨天又开始写我的小说了。
发现写小说也满困难的，得先考虑事件的进展，人物关系，还有好多好多。
唉。
不过，我一定会写完的！
加油啦！~

love and be silent -

2009-11-28T13:42:00.005+08:00

前几天打工时又重读了一次《天国里的许愿树》。
不一样的阅读时间，地点，一样的感动。
凌轩。
真是个勇敢的人物啊。
读完后灵感来袭，写下了《轩》。
动笔时还有些忧郁。

过了一阵子后，脑子里有盘旋着欢乐的旋律，来回哼着‘我喜欢蓝天，我喜欢白云’。
于是，我又写下了另一端《幻想家》。
本来连整首歌德旋律都哼出来了，还唱了几遍。
但我对自创的旋律一向都是没记性，所以忘了。。。
真遗憾啊。

绵绵细语-

《轩》

无人的夜我重复地轻喃你的名
热闹的街到处都是你的身影
以为可以很洒脱
将你从记忆去抹
但终究还是回到了原点
终究被困在你的温柔

曾经被我紧握的双手
曾经被我誓言过不会放松
但请你原谅我得违背这承诺
因为你的心已不再被我守候
因为你的泪已不再只为我而流
因为你已留下我逐渐远走

我没在希望什么
只要你能快乐地生活
请忘记让你流泪的我
但不要忘了我的温柔

我的泪蕴含着对你的思念
爱你的心是永远

原谅我不告而别
因为我不想看到你的泪

就让回忆停留在你灿烂的笑
让回忆回到欢乐的童年

当时的我们无忧无虑我爱着你
现在的我们分隔两地我仍爱着你
因为这爱
我才能含笑离去

让我在遥远的天国化作一颗许愿树
祝福着你
当蓝色流星划过天际
但愿你能回忆着我的身影

永别了，温暖的世界。
永别了，我的泪。
永别了，我的爱。
永别了，我的心。

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《幻想家》

我喜欢蓝天我喜欢白云
我喜欢在空气里画流星
流星划过我的窗前
划过我住在的城堡里

幻想有一个骑士
骑着黑马向我奔来
他保护着我
不让我受到伤害
让我窝在他的怀里

从幻想醒来
现实多么残酷
作业压得我有点喘不过气来
快让我躲进城堡里

幻想有一个王子
牵着我在花田里跑
夜晚的时候
我们在草原观星
他说公主，我永远爱你

我是无敌幻想家
在幻想国力敌人都是蚂蚁
不管多久不管哪里
我的幻想国都随我而去

2009-11-27T14:15:00.002+08:00

今天没做工，所以满无聊的。。。
我亲爱的母亲大人也不在家，也没有人娱乐娱乐我。
好无聊啊！！！

昨天本来要去看帅哥的，结果看不成.
唉。
我真的有那么衰吗？

昨天晚上也和和今年的班聚了聚，一起吃晚餐。
老师就坐在我旁边耶！
怪怪的。
这个还不要紧，更糟的是我一进门就看到某人坐在某个位子上。
唉。
牛皮糖小子。
真想揍你一顿。

2009-11-24T11:43:00.002+08:00

昨天好好玩哦！
吃了好吃的，说了很多。哈哈。
我是不是说太多啦？嘿。
总之，加油啦！我们都会支持你的！~

明天就要做工了！
想到要一大早要去到那么远还真是有点累。
不过，一想到有薪水拿，那一点辛苦是值得的！
我不是钱奴啦！哼。

绵绵细语-

天空很蓝很蓝
是自由的海洋
让梦想翱翔的地方

云朵很白很白
是天使的翅膀
让祝福洒在每寸土地上

夜空很暗很暗
是恐怖的漩涡
却让星星绚丽地闪烁

阳光很暖很暖
是你的笑容
让我找到了幸福与感动

感动~

2009-11-23T14:06:00.001+08:00

又看完了一部小说！
太好看了！
唉。
还真是有点舍不得啊。。。
隆重推荐《淘气公主求爱记》！
太好看啦啦啦啦啦啦~

I WANNA PLAY POKEMON!~

2009-11-23T10:58:00.002+08:00

my cartridge is spoilt.
i can't save the game.
my darling tyrantitar is gone.
gone.
my 72 hours of pokemon game gone.
gone.

sobs.
even my brother's leaf green version cartridge is spoilt.
oh man!
damn it.
i wanna play pokemon!!!!!
argh!~~
sobs sobs sobs. ):

2009-11-22T10:43:00.002+08:00

牙痛的情况终于好了点，让我体会到了能够无痛地吃东西的快乐！哈哈。

昨天有突发状况，让我的心情又在一次地跌到谷底。反反复复的期盼，失望与等待让我有点厌倦了。怎么这样，不是说确定了吗？
唉。
讨厌。

最近又开始玩Pokemon！哈哈。
不过我之前玩的被删掉了！
啊！~
我厉害的宝贝们！辛辛苦苦把它们训练到那么强，这样就没了！
伤心~
本来还说打工时要给海薇看的。。。
唉。

好像有很多不顺心的事。
唉。

累，乐

2009-11-20T20:40:00.002+08:00

一连做了三天的工还真是累。
其实，不是打工累，而是去打工时的路程让我感到很累。
在地铁站了五十分钟耶，不累才怪！

今天依旧没什么客人，但比昨天还好很多。
呃。。。怎么可能比昨天差呢？呵。
不过让我感到开朗的是-今天领薪水了！
老板来的时候一直跟嘉仪的妈妈聊天，害我担心他会不会忘了给我薪水就走掉了。
嘿嘿。
不过总算还是领到了！:D
下星期要请海薇吃土司访的早餐蛋(?)。
唉。打工领现金的人还真辛苦呀！
刚给了我妈三十块。是有些心痛啦，不过想想她给我的假期零用钱好像比较多，所以就忍痛割爱了。哈哈。还有多三十块要给呢。唉。。。
我妈还理直气壮地跟我要钱，少十块也不行。她的一句 ‘当然啦，你老妈子我那么辛苦你当然要拿点钱来给我花花’ 就顶过了我的十句。 T-T

唉。还是读点小说解解压吧~

牙痛~

2009-11-19T21:00:00.003+08:00

今天被牙痛折磨得好惨。。。 T-T
连吃都成了一种折磨，天理何在？！
好像连想把嘴合上都有些困难。。。
唉。
究竟要痛到何时何月啊？

今天的生意做得不顺。
竟然除了一位来领免费制服的学生外，就没人了！
所以，今天钞票的进帐是，零！
成功之后的挫败感。。。

不过，明天就可以看到海薇了！
好久没见面了！
而且，明天也可以令薪水咯！
哇哈哈~ 有种要成为小富婆的快感！呵呵。
怎么感觉好像有很多人想敲诈我？呜。。
悲惨~

哎呀，不再废话了，我去看小说咯~
拜~

看到了一段很可爱的告白！哈哈~
读起来别扭却又似乎很真诚,真把我逗乐了!
太可爱了!哈哈~

唠叨~

2009-11-18T20:33:00.004+08:00

流星雨！
我今天四点多就起来等了！
果然不负我所望，真的看到了！
好漂亮哦！
不过因为厚厚的云层，没能看清。
不过还是看得到点点星光！
好多好多流星。
流星不像在卡通或电视剧里，只是一道白色的光影。
它由一点橘色的光，渐渐变亮。那一点耀眼的光再慢慢地划过天边。
流星其实还蛮慢的，所以可以许很多愿望！哈哈。
不过这次看到得不够清楚啦，所以还不算完成我‘人生中最想完成的九件事’吧。
希望还有机会再看到流星雨的绚丽！

那么早期来看流星雨其实很累。
在去打工的路上超想睡的！
今天的业绩彻底地打败了SM的！突破两百块哦！哇哈哈！
我回家还向我妈炫耀咧！

我：mummy!我今天工作很厉害咧！突破我朋友的纪录！
我妈：啊？是那种叫卖的啊？
我：呵呵。不是啦，是那种他们自己来买的。。。
我妈：那你跟我讲干嘛？我还以为你有多厉害！ -.-

唉。
幼小的心灵深受打击啊！

打工时嘉仪借我看一本书：第五颗流星
书名虽然听起来很美，但情节却。。。有点烂。
基本上，剧情就是一个女生喜欢一个男生，但直觉告诉她他们不可能，所以她让他们成了干姐弟。后来那女的发现自己还是喜欢那男生，但不想破坏现有的交情。快毕业时，那女生糊涂地在网上告白。男生拒绝了。女的离开。
然后。。。

完了！！

天啊！实在无法相信故事这样就完了！天！~
这个故事参杂了太多不必要的情节，而主要的内容却被匆匆带过！
我还一直在期待他们会擦出什么火花！白等了！
不过这本书让我欣赏的是在每个章节的最后，会有一句针对那章节的女生的肺腑之言，让我小小感动了一下。眼眶湿润了一下。但只有一下啦。
大部分时间都是在等待的不耐烦中度过。

好累啊！
明天还要工作呢！
不过星期五就可以令薪水咯！
超期待的！
请不要叫我请客！
因为已经客满了！呵呵。

我左边上下的牙龈因为在长智慧牙所一肿了！好痛！嘴都有些合不了了。 T-T
唉。口腔的四边都长了智慧牙！
唉。难道是我太有智慧了吗？
唉。原来太有智慧也是一种罪，会受惩罚。。。
唉。怎么感觉到有很多人在对我翻白眼？
唉。让我发挥一下不行吗？
唉。